Today was another of my sister's more frequent outbursts,as i may have already written before in previous journal entries my rents have recently decided to be separated and in turn get a divorce. My mom found a nice place out in the boonies where as my dad decided on taking ownership of the house.. i decided today ( which is about 3 months of indecisiveness on my behalf ) on living with my father. I did not want to make this decision in the first place and i did not want to have to choose him but it seems because of my lifestyle my sister and mother are in pain because of what i do..Im not sure if this is the right place to say it seeing as i have shown some people i know this website and i am unsure if they check it i doubt it but still better safe then sorry. If anyone's thinking about drugs or excessive amounts of alcohol your wrong, i have'nt even smoked a j in over 5 years ( which is like a million fucking years if your one of my friends ). Alcohol well , on a weekend basis usually. Anyways, my sister and mother mean well for me im sure, they just are'nt going about it the right way..i've tried to voice my opinion but it never seems to go very far seeing as i get interupted by my sister or my mother starts talking about something completely off topic..Lately i've just been trying to patch things up with them, spend time with then , go see the new place with them , basically really get involved but it just did'nt work out. My sister had another of her overly emotional outbursts on me today, and i just cant handle that extra side-dish on my place of shitty meatloaf. Sorry for the banter you guys, and thanks for reading if you did .